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Where to begin? Here? Okay.

|essentials|

::name::

Emily Elizabeth Bonia

::birthday::

July Eighteenth (( Don't forget ))

::age::

Fourteen

::school::

Carter, unfortunatly

::taste::

Warm Dr. Pepper

::smell::

Shady Gear calogne

::loves::

Rain, friends, Levy, Autumn, the way trees look in Fall, cold showers, bubble baths, heart shaped soap, the smell of Vanilla, the way it smells after it rains, being barefoot, whispering, walking barefoot in wet grass, walking in the rain, snow, rainbows, clouds, freckles, green eyes, feet, lips, wearing men's clothes, sleeping with nothing on, Kurt Cobain, Grunge music, Punk music, life, Love, hugs, kisses, smiling, seeing other people smiling, laughing, making other people laugh, crying, making people stop crying, my best friends, the way my best friends love me, black roses, dirt roads, tall trees, picket fences, being lonely, beaches at night, sand, sunsets, sunrises, cucumbers, silver hair, CKY, lilacs, Spring

::dislikes::

The colour red, triangles, Math, school, mean people, concrete, white shoes, black socks, white socks, socks, make-up, Techno music, Pop music, reality shows, Paris Hilton, time, clothes, the smell of nail polish, the colour pink, people that don't act themselves, people that think they're better than everyone else, being told what to do, frowning, society, Courtney Love

::song::

Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana

::about::

My name is Emily. I have no friends. I have a crush on Levy.

::to do list::

1) Write Levy a love letter. [ check ]

2) Get married. On a beach. In the rain. Barefoot.

3) Cut my hair.

Damien,

Well, what am I going to say? What do I have to do? There's nothing left for me here. Not without you. I'm really dreading living the rest of my life without you here with me. Everything you ever said to me will linger in my mind for the rest of my exsistance. Even after I'm dead and gone, my thoughts will be of you. At least then I'll finally be with you. We'll go on forever and ever together. That's all I need. You. Forever. Every single day of my life that passes, will be one less day without you. I'll be counting the days and thinking of ways to make them go by more quickly.

You've Got All Of Me,

Emily

I Suppose

Suppose I opened up to you,
And told what I can't tell.
Of my feelings deep inside,
In words I cannot spell.

I don't know what's come over me,
But my heart speaks only true.
And let's just say it may be so,
That once I felt something for you.

You used to be there in my dreams,
To keep me warm at night.
Just something sweet to ease my fears,
When I turned out the light.

But now this lingers on and on,
Though we are far apart.
Darkness isn't all that dark,
When you are in my heart.

I thank God for putting you on his Earth,
You taught me love does exist.
But how can I love someone this way,
When they see me and resist.

Just remember that I'll always love you,
This feeling only grows.
But there's one thing I'm forgetting here...
This was just suppose.

Written by Damien Jerkins

I love you. I love you.

Hello, friends!

::JOHNNY::

//I'm sorry, Johnny.\\

::HIREN::

//You've been cursed..\\

::MATT::

//You're the bestest.\\

::SADAF::

//It seems like yesterday we met.\\

<3 ::LEVY:: <3

//You're beautiful. You're perfect.\\

::HAYDEN::

//You're awesome.\\

::DAMIEN::

//I will never in my life--even for a second--forget you.\\

::CORNELL::

//It's too bad we couldn't look past our differences.\\

::RICHELLE::

//Math class blows.\\

::APRIL::

//You are my sibling. I love you.(April didn't write this, lol)\\

::CHRISTINE::

//We sacrifice pigs at midnight.\\

::GIANCARLO::

//I hate French.\\

::KAYLA::

//I like cake.\\

::DANIEL::

//You're so cool.\\

::CHELSEA::

//Thank you.\\

::MASI::

//You walk weird.\\

::STEPHAN::

//I am your bitch.\\

::JASON::

//Drugs are bad.\\

::JACLYN::

//See you next semester.\\

::EVERYONExELSE::

//I apologize.\\

_ *heart* _

*heart* _ *heart*

_ *heart* _

::PERFECTION::

//Lacking nothing essential to the whole; complete of its nature or kind.\\

I have a crush on Levy. La, la, la.

_emilybonia @ hotmail.com_